culled from Holy Spirit and Other Spirits
by D O Teasley
Doubting God and His Word is a habit imposed by the devil, and the longer it is indulged in, the stronger becomes its binding power. D o u b t i n g causes a path, or furrow, on the brain like a path across an orchard or field where many feet have trod; and nothing but a stern resistance and the power of God can ever erase these furrows and break the habit of doubting. I repeat that doubting is a careless habit, imposed by the devil, for no reasonable person can willingly and maliciously doubt God. Possibly the worst phase of doubting is doubting what God has done for the soul. Those who are habitual doubters often do much praying, but do very little believing. If Satan can succeed in getting one to doubt one's experience and cast away one's confidence he has gained an inroad to the soul, which if not quickly closed is likely to cause prolonged trouble. I have known persons to doubt their experience, go and ask God's forgiveness and doubt Him again before rising from prayer. A soul thus harassed by the devil soon becomes despondent and almost despairs of life. Doubting spirits and accusing spirits are very closely allied, and often work together. To some people doubting becomes almost a second nature, and doubting becomes much easier than believing. E such people would treat the doubting spirit like some people treat peddlers they would not be troubled so much. Some people shut their doors in the peddler's face, notwithstanding his desires to show his goods. If people would always shut their hearts' doors to all doubts in spite of their earnest pleas for entrance they would soon cease to come so often. Doubts, like some book agents, almost force an entrance, and the only way to get rid of them is to tell them to go.
NO JUST REASON FOR DOUBTS,—There are but three just reasons to doubt anyone. (1) If a person is or has been unfaithful it is a hinderance to our confidence and faith in him. (2) If a person is unable to perform what he promises we cannot have faith in him. (3) If a person is of faithful character and unlimited ability, and yet we do not have his promise, we still cannot depend upon him.
1. "God is faithful, by whom ye were called to the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord." 1 Cor. 1:9. Who could [184] doubt the character and faithfulness of our God, who has kept His promises from generation to generation and proved Himself faithful even to those who are unfaithful? "If we believe not, yet he abideth faithful: he can not deny himself." 2 Tim. 2:13. He promised Noah that He would no more destroy the world by water, and placed His bow in the cloud as a token of that promise, and though thousands of years have past, God remains true to His promise, and His bow still remains in the cloud.
"Since the morn when time began,
Hath His Word ceased to prevail?
Is the God of heaven weak as man,
Or can His promise fail?
"Hath a mortal yet been found
Who hath trusted Him in vain?
Search the whole broad space of earth around,
And search it once again.
"On the Word of God I calmly rest,
With a sweet assurance in my breast;
For I know it is His holy will
Each promise to fulfill."
2. God is able to do all He has promised. "And Jesus came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth." Matt. 28:18.
3. He has promised us power over all the power of the devil. "Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy; and nothing shall by any means hurt you." Luke 10:19. "According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue: whereby are given unto us exceeding great and precious promises; that by these ye might be partakers of the divine nature, having escaped the corruption that is in the world through lust." 2 Pet. 1:3, 4. "But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore, my beloved brethren, be ye steadfast, unmovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, forasmuch as ye know that your labor is not in vain in the Lord." 1 Cor. 15:57, 58.
We have exceeding great and precious promises from God in which to put our trust; His character and faithfulness are [185] irreproachable, and His power unlimited. This positively leaves no room for doubts, and he who doubts God does so without a cause, and against reason. The most unreasonable thing a man ever did was to doubt God. It is much easier to believe God than to doubt Him, and yet so many people struggle to believe, while no one seems to put forth any effort to doubt. Þ
DELIVERANCE.—There is deliverance for every soul that will accept God's way, even from the severest case of doubts and fears. If you are a doubter, settle it first that God is true and that He "loves you with an everlasting love." Though you may have failed a thousand times, God loves you still. And though you may have been unfaithful many times, yet He abideth true; "he can not deny himself," and "his mercy endureth forever." Two things you must rely on, trust in, and cling to. These are: (1) The written Word of God, (2) Your God-given reason, or judgment. Without these two landmarks you could never find the way to deliverance. Feelings will deceive you, doubts assail you, and past experience fail you; but the unchanging Word of God and your better judgment are way-marks on the road to peace. Þ
Meet the conditions of the Word the best you can, implore the help of God, and resisting Satan, set your face toward the land of victory, determined to conquer or die, and Satan, doubts, and fears will stand back and let you pass. Believe where you cannot see or feel, and trust where you cannot trace. Your fight may be a feeble one for a while, but "each victory will help you some other to win," and you will soon be able to vanquish your every foe; and standing on the banks of sweet deliverance you may sing the victor's song, and sway a scepter greater than that of which earthly potentates have ever dreamed. Never be discouraged; all discouragements are of the devil, and should be resisted as the devil himself. Use your reason and strengthen your conscience; look at the mercy of God and His loving kindness. Read the Bible, obey it, and believe it despite all your feelings to the contrary. Emotions are the doubter's worst enemies except the devils themselves; but faith can conquer every foe. Tie the anchor of hope fast to the rock of eternal truth with the unbreakable cable of faith and then emotions may rise and fall and the storms of doubts may rage, but your anchor is sure. And sooner or later you will learn to pay but little attention to superficial emotions, and trust in the truth. After you once gain a victory over Satan you will be much stronger.
Never give up when tried or feeling bad, for you are not so capable of judging at such times. Wait till you feel well, and then [186] consider. Put off giving up your experience till tomorrow, like some people put off seeking God and you will get along much better; and when tomorrow comes put it off again. Or, what is better still, abandon the idea and go to helping some one else out of trouble, and God will bless you and bless others.
A DESPERATE STRUGGLE.—The following is a supposed argument, or dialogue, between Satan, Doubts, Fears, and Feelings on one side against Reason, Truth, Faith, and Trust on the other. The argument is supposed to be concerning a doubting soul that is trying to get the victory.
Satan (speaking to Doubting Soul).—You are progressing so slowly of late it must be that you are deceived in your Christian experience.
Feelings.—Yes, you have been feeling so downcast several days, and one who has the victory should feel like shouting and praising God.
Reason.—This is the devil, you had better dismiss him at once, or he will deceive you.
Fears (coming up hastily).—Many people have been led astray by Reason, and supposing they were right, have lost their souls. So very many people are deceived, you had better examine yourself.
Doubts.—You know you did not get a clear witness to your sanctification, and even if you are justified you are not sanctified.
Feelings.—Yes, we all believe that Doubts is right about this, for at the time of your consecration you did not feel like Brother A, for he felt the fire and really knew that he received the Holy Spirit.
Faith.—Pay no attention to Feelings, but believe in God.
Doubts.—But—those who are saved should feel better than you do.
Truth. "By grace are ye saved through faith" (Eph. 2:8); so heed the admonition of Faith and dismiss these—
Fears (interrupting).—But—but you had better be careful, or you are liable to turn the Lord away.
Trust. "Trust in the Lord and do right," end these enemies shall not harm you.
Satan.—Yes, but as Doubts has before stated, this soul was not sanctified in the beginning.
Doubts.—You had better give up your sanctification and—
Fears "(interrupting again).—Yes, you had better be sure of it, for it is an awful thing to be lost. [187]
Feelings.—These awful feelings are surely the fruits of carnality. You do not feel right toward your brethren, and you feel so tried.
Doubts, Fears, Feelings, and Satan (all in unison).—Give up! give up! give up! you know you are not sanctified now, for you have listened to Doubts.
(At this Doubting Soul concludes to give up and seek sanctification to be sure of heaven.)
Satan.—Although you have given it up now you know that you were sanctified the first place and you could not fall from sanctification without committing sin, and if you have sinned you are no longer justified.
Doubts.—Yes, you have doubted, and doubting is sin.
Feelings.—Yes, and you feel just like a lost sinner, so you will surely have to repent.
(At this Doubting Soul begins to weep, and concludes to begin over again and seek pardon. About this time Feelings comes in, for company, It now being late, Doubting Soul, weary with the struggles of the day, concludes to retire for a little rest. But Feelings and his two friends keep up such a chatter talking over the day's victory, that Doubting Soul is unable to sleep, and arising concludes to put in the night in prayer. After Doubting Soul prays for a short time, Reason and Truth come in and persuade him to dismiss Feelings and his two friends and invite Trust and Faith to come in. After some persuasion Doubling Soul concludes to invite Trust in, which he does, and concludes to rest for a while, as it is now growing late. But soon after retiring, Doubts and his friend Worry rap at the door, and ask to be admitted. Despite the earnest pleadings of Trust, Doubting Soul finally opens the door just a little and Doubts and Worry quickly press their way in; and as they come in at the door Trust is compelled to climb out at the window, and Doubting Soul is again left in the hands of his enemies.
After a long struggle with Doubts and his troublesome comrade, Doubting Soul concludes to call for Reason to come in again. Reason on entering at once sets to work to encourage Doubting Soul and offset the works of Doubts and Worry. After a few encouraging words from Reason, Doubting Soul concludes to have Trust and Truth to come in and help. At the entrance of Trust and Truth, Doubts at once calls for Satan and Fears to come in and bring Feelings along. At the entrance of Satan, Fears, and Feelings, Doubting Soul feels somewhat alarmed; but as Reason and Trust take their stand one on each side of him and [188] Truth at his back, he feels quite secure. After a short conflict Satan, Doubts, and Fears are compelled to retreat to one corner; but Feelings seeming to be more fearless lingers near for a while, but finally recedes to the corner with his friends, where all make considerable noise by way of lamentation, as Reason, Truth, and Trust encourage Doubting Soul.
Finally Doubting Soul is advised to permit Faith to enter. At this the crowd in the corner are greatly angered and Feelings begins to shed tears. But Doubting Soul is strengthened by Truth and still exhorted to invite Faith to come in. At the request of Doubting Soul, Reason goes to the door and opening it Faith steps in. At the sight of Faith, and even before he is fairly in the room, Satan, Doubts, and Fears all make a wild rush for the window and clamber out almost treading upon one another, while Feelings crouches himself in the corner and keeps very still for awhile. At the entrance of Faith, Doubting Soul seems much revived, and Truth says, "Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." At this Faith replies, "The victory is won," and Feelings is compelled to go out, but lingers near the door. Doubting Soul now retires for the remainder of the night while Trust stands guard.
Satan, Doubts, Fears, and Feelings all appear at the door early next morning and agree that Feelings shall take the lead in gaining an entrance.
Feelings (rapping at the door.)—Let me in just for awhile.
(Feelings pleads so sympathetically that Doubting Soul at once lets him in.)
Feelings (after gaining an entrance).—Now you feel just as bad as you did before, and you did not receive a definite witness.
Doubts (from the outside).—Yes, let us in, and we will help you to settle this matter.
Satan (from the outside). "In the multitude of counsel there is safety" so let us in.
Fears.—Now, you want to be sure this time, so don't go too fast. You had better let us in while we consider.
(With a few sympathetic words from Feelings, Doubting Soul opens the door against the warnings of Reason and Truth; and Faith, Trust, Reason, and Truth all retire disappointed at Doubting Soul's conduct, though not in any wise discouraged. Doubts and Feelings soon convince Doubting Soul that he is not justified, much to the satisfaction of Satan, while Fears walks [189] the floor and casts an occasional glance at the haggard face of poor Doubting Soul.
After the continuance of this for some time Doubting Soul is very much discouraged, and Satan says to him, You have committed the unpardonable sin.)
Feelings.—Yes, you feel just like there was no mercy for you.
Fears.—I, too, think that this case is hopeless. Doubting Soul, you will never get out of this deplorable condition.
Doubts.—I have seen several cases like this one, and none of them ever found peace. Doubting Soul, you have now been in my company so long that you can never again look upon the countenance of Faith, for he is my bitter enemy and I will not permit him to see you.
Satan.—You are a burden to your friends, and God no longer cares for you, and you are so miserable that the best thing you can do is to end your life and—
Reason (coming up quickly and entering the room without ceremony).—This is Satan, and if you do not resist him he will drive you insane.
Satan and Fears (both speaking at once).—Insane! insane! you are almost insane now.
Doubts.—Yes, see how forgetful you are. You will never recover from this. Your mind is affected now.
Truth (stepping in with an air of assurance). "Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you."
Doubts.—You are too weak to resist, so Truth must go out.
Faith (speaking from the door). "Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved."
Fears.—You have doubted too long now. You are too great a sinner to be forgiven.
Truth.—"Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool."
Satan.—But you have no confidence in yourself, even if God should be willing to receive you. Through long doubting you have cast away your confidence.
Faith.—Your self confidence will be restored to you if you will "have faith in God."
Feelings.—You have doubted so long now, and you feel so weak you cannot believe. [190]
Faith.—Trust me, and I will drive Satan, Doubts, and Fears to the "four winds," and will conquer Feelings and make him your servant.
Reason.—Feelings is always deceptive; trust him not. Many people feel right who are only deceived, and Feelings causes many an honest soul to listen to Satan and Doubts, who are both enemies of God.
(At this Doubting Soul is almost ready to dismiss Satan and his troublesome companions and tell Faith to come in.)
Satan.—But don't be in a hurry, there is plenty of time.
Truth.—"Today is the day of salvation, now is the accepted time." You had better invite Faith in at once.
Doubts.—You are too weak to have Faith come in.
Trust.—Let me enter and sustain you, and you will soon be strong enough to entertain Faith.
Reason.—I will assist you.
Truth.—Whosoever will may be saved.
(Doubting Soul is now much encouraged and invites Trust to come in immediately, and Satan, Doubts, and Fears again recede to a corner, while Feelings stands back at quite a distance. Soon Faith is allowed to come in again and all the enemies of Doubting Soul are again cast out, and Truth says, Your name shall no longer be called Doubting, but Faithful; and so long as you will trust us we will protect you from Satan, Doubts, and Fears, and will cause Feelings to be your friend. At this Faithful takes courage and seeks and obtains sanctification and enjoys the constant friendship of Faith, Truth, and Trust.
Many times after this did Satan come as an angel of light and try to gain an entrance, but Truth invariably exposed Satan, and Faithful was not deceived by him. Doubts often clothed himself in pitiful robes and sought to excite the sympathy of Faithful and gain an entrance. And many times when Faithful would turn Doubts away it seemed very hard, and almost like turning away his best friend. Fears often tried to intimidate Faithful and make him dismiss Faith, but Faith, Truth, and Trust would sing a trio, which would always stimulate and encourage Faithful.
Trust would not allow Faithful to even look out at the door, at first, when Satan, Doubts, and Fears were frying to get in, lest he should not be able to withstand them; but finally Faithful entirely forgot his former troubles, and when his old enemies came around he would take Faith with him and boldly open the door and rebuke Satan and his fellows and cause them to flee.[191]
Feelings was rather treacherous for a while, and often came near deceiving Faithful, but Trust finally enabled him to pay no attention to the foolish whims and sympathetic stories of Feelings, but to look to Faith and Truth for guidance.
Faithful soon aspired to greater victories and remembered his former troubles "as waters that pass away." And instead of spending his time in struggling with his enemies he had time to praise God and worship Him with joy. And Faith "appointed unto him beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garments of praise for the spirit of heaviness." Isa. 61:3.
Conclusion
l am now nearing me close of what has been to me a joyous task, and I sincerely hope that the reader has found as much pleasure in reading as the author has in writing. Much more might be said, but I have only one more message to deliver, and that is to once more exhort my readers to "try the spirits"; for there are many false spirits gone out to deceive. Many of these spirits are clad in the most subtle robes, and the only sure protection against them is an honest heart filled with the love of God.
Finally, may the blessings of Divine providence rest upon all who read these pages, and when in the mystic gloamings of the last evening of time the Son of God shall dismiss this world's last assembly, may some soul who has been assisted by these humble efforts, find a home in the Paradise of God, is the prayer of the author. Amen.
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